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well  joined a new club not much is happening just paying a montarge of medical bills at the moment :( and eating so many pills at the moment ah well hopefully they will take my physical pain away any how new dev meet on saturday so going even if i have to go on crutches

well its been a while since my last journal entry and not much has been happening. My babe chris is coming back in october sometime I dont know what to do about him... he continually puts me second well thats what it seems like, he has been away for 4 months and hes going to get into australia on october the 20th and stay in sydney for his mates 30th birthday and he would of seen his mate for the last 5 weeks cause his mate flew over to europe to tour with him. maybe i'm being unreasonable or maybe I'm just being left out again. I dont know just so confused so I have imersed myself in art at least then the life that I paint can be perfect

Normally I don't access internet over the weekend as I usually poor my self into it all week and all I could say is that I am shocked at the recent events that have turned deviantart upside down. I don't know the full story as in both sides and I would love to hear what "new" administration has to say in fact I will listen with open honesty. I have already read a few different stories and I encourage each deviant to find out the truth for themselves and make a stand as to what resolution they come to. But I ask each deviant to post something asking of the truth as I would like to hear what both sides have to say. I am sorry many people belie